Closure

A few days ago, I've just discovered to my horror that the photos of my training in Japan was gone! All gone!!! I thought mypicgallery was free..and that my photos which I took the longest time to arrange would not be gone like the wind! I was horrified. It's like having your laptop crash on you without taking any precautions. then again, who would take steps to prevent it coz it happens, it happens. shit happens when you least expect it.

Thanks to Julian, I discovered about Shutterfly which is so much more user-friendly for uploading and sharing of photos. I've since started a new account and sharing that with my pals. Will upload that URL on this blog later. I would greatly like to share pictures of my trips to the places (even though limited) but as of now, I had yet to decide on a camera. So perhaps, after I have finally decided on which model to get, I will start clicking away. Meanwhile, whatever I have, comes from sources such as my pals and my dad's 3G mobile with the lousy camera. heh

There are alot of thoughts in mind that I cant share with others and it defeats the purpose of me having this blog. Private thoughts of my life which I cant allow others to know. Not that I dont but more of the consequences following suit.

Since the start of my career, I have people asking me why not join your own national carrier? It creates a longing in me to do so and that makes me unhappy. When it makes me unhappy, it makes me uneasy. When something makes me uneasy, I dont like it and I try to reconcile that. With this, I have come to the realization that yes, while it may be prestigious to be a Singapore Girl, it may not be the path for me. At least not for now. For a starter, I like to learn a foreign language and only with my current company, I can do so. As for renumeration, it seems that we may not earn as little as compared to our national carrier. I think it all depends on one's luck when it comes to duty roster. In fact, I think it's depends on one's good fortune. I am lucky that I get 1 more flight pattern for this month as compared to my peers. I am tired. very tired of constantly having to answer the question of "Why not" your national carrier? I understand where these people are coming from but i also think, why your national carrier?

If one has worked for a japanese company before, you will know and understand, the japanese market is not an easy market to serve. The service standard for Japanese is one of the best. Plus, we have got to speak their language. Tell me that is easy.

I know that this job may seems easy coz it's just about serving others "Coffee, tea or.." isnt it? Well, I say it's not an easy job, at least for a start. Perhaps a year down the road, it is easy and I am also concerned about my learning curve as it gets flatter. The goals that I've set for myself, I hope and I think it will open up more doors for myself.