FUck the japanese!

damn u shit hole. damn u big fat mother ass. damn u bloody hell. curse u!

for once, i have defended for myself. for once, i have stepped forward and confronted them face-to-face. for once, i did not reply with a "Hai" and swallow ur shit with a smile. for once, i do not have to smile at u after u spitting on me.

for all the despair and depression that i have taken in for these 9 months, i am so proud of myself today.

why have i allowed anyone, especially pigs like u to make me feel i am your dog? why must i swallow your shit? why must i still pretend i do not mind that you step on me? why must i still smile when u spit on me? why must i allow anyone to make me feel less a human than you? why must i allow anyone to make me feel 3rd class? why must i be the one to constantly accept anything that has gone wrong? why must i be polite to u when u are rude to me? why must i? why must i be subjected to all ur fucking cheebye attitude knowing that i am defenceless?
fuck u!

yes. i say this out loud today. why? because i just did my last flight to new york. i dun fucking care what you do to me. i have quit already!