I havent written anything here for quite some time. nah, nothing much to update. my thoughts are have been money, how to get it and more ways of getting it. of coz, the root of this evil is my unlimted wants. my 'to buy' list is getting longer and then I wish I am richer.

My days have been more boring then ever. Of coz, it's still enjoyable. just nothing really exciting like clubbing or whatsoever. It does get abit tiring with too much clubbing. Sometimes, it gets even more lonely than being on your own. You may be surrounded with lotsa of good company, people whom u enjoy hanging out with in clubs, happily drinking and chatting you up..giving you lotsa attention, flirting in the most innocent way possible and then send out the "i'm not flirting with you" signal but in actual fact, by that, you are already flirting...and when all gets abit too much, you back off by running somewhere..to the loo maybe..and then back to smiling at them again.

when the hour gets longer, you decided to call it a night and there, hop into a cab and head back home. as you enjoy the comfort of cabbing, you say to yourself "what a night!" and once home, after a good shower, you lie in bed feeling lonely.

See, I think despite all that craze and my wilful character, I'm actually quite a homely person. I enjoy spending time with family, a stable life and all. but somehow, i call it the 20s illness where at this age, you think it's a time for fun, wild nights. Perhaps, it's just my own justification, yet when we age, we know we are not gonna be doing that as often. And we blame it on our age.
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How weird. I was on the MRT when I heard this gal telling her girlfriends about how this guy is after her and so forth. The way she describes it and how things were being done to please her, i wonder if this gal is really that desirable. If one is really that desirable, is there a need to tell others? My guess is it says alot about this person's character and her constant need for attention.