what is my dream?

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after so long, i am still perplexed about my career move. i constantly evaluate my decision about the move. As far as it was a few months back, i was pretty sure i wanted to move. And with all the rumours going on in the company, i am pretty sure it is wise to move. BUT....

I wonder if I am evaluating my move too much in monetary terms..that i forget about my own advancement such as mastering a foreign language.

I mean, yes..it is only silly of me now that more cash is placed on the table and i am not taking it but it will be a form of arrogance if i just consider the money. Of coz..we are also talking about more opportunities and more routes if i were to move.

We need goals in life-both long term and short term. When we strive to realise a goal, we are filled with hope and courage. Would mastering a foreign language in this company be a short term goal? What am I going for in the long term? What is my dream? - An interpreter?

i need to get these sorted out. If i were to move, it will be in a couple of months' time. I can't delay this further.