Such a dilemma

I hate the feeling of being sick. It has been almost a year of sickness-free and now I am down with stomach flu. humph. The worst symptoms of fever, vomitting and diarrhoea, i had it all.

Worst still, it cost me to defer my new job till next mth. then again, it means i can nuah again!

I like the feeling of not having to wake up early and the only reason i wake up is because I CHOSE to do so and not because it is a MUST. I like not having to take the train in the rush hour with 830-start-work sardines who looks as sad and sleepy as I do.

I like the feeling of waking up not to any agenda and that I get to do the stuff i desire...be it a lunch with Dear, coffee with a friend or household chores.

I like the feeling of watching the telly as and when I want to..those programmes at weird timings..

I like the feeling of reading leisurely...

Only if I do not have to know that my bank account is getting lesser with each passing day...humph.

(damn, that is probably the only thing i miss in JAL)